Protip: I'm a woman.

Are people really that stupid that they think women are somehow physically equally strong (or stronger) than men. What. The. Fuck. Really now, that's just retarded. And it seems both men and women think this way. Sometime ago I came across this 'movement' thing where people wanted to POINT OUT that women get hurt more easily than men. I even found out this picture where it explained with detail how to hurt a woman. Then people present the information out like it was some fucking holy grail and they have just found the answer to all existence.



Of course women are frail. I've known it since I was a kid. Where's the news?



I know I'm weak.
And I know it's because of evolution.

Are people just ignorant?
What is the big fucking deal?



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Dear Diary

I have been "babysitting" and I just finally got to relax and drink my today's morning coffee an realized that I've had mistaken salt to sugar. X____x Diiiisgusting!!
But hey, I have made so much money out of this so it was only a small price to pay. >:3

And I also got some good sleep for a long time. :|



On other news, I don't have Internet connection at home and I have been playing too much video games lately anyway to produce anything artistically.
At least anything you would be interested in or I would be courageous (=stupid) enough to show....

Well my "art" sucks anyway so nobody seems to care if I just disappear every once in a while.



Oh, and my barfday is coming up. Again. Like it has done every year since I was born.
I whole heartedly wish there is no single idiot this time to ask the same fucking retarded question "How does it feel to be year older now?"....
AAAAAAARRGGHH!!!!
I'm only a day older compared to yesterday.
I don't age a year in a change of day; I age normally.
Why nobody asks some other time - like in easter - the same question because every single fucking moment I'm a fucking year older than I was a year ago!

Happy thing is that the Saintpaulia (aka African violet) I got few birthdays back has bloomed. It was not supposed to because of the.. breeding(or something they do to saintpaulias) but it has made pretty white flowers every single June after the first time. :3



Until next time, take care (there be pirates on the way out).



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I haven't updated this place once again in moths so here's my latest deviantART journal entry cross posted now.

xalnurigecvotightral Journal Entry: Sun Feb 10, 2008, 10:13 AM

It's half past eight in the morning and I didn't sleep last night. I've bee trying to draw somethings.... Actually I'm trying to draw even at the moment. Well not the exact moment since I'm writing this to tell you what I'm drawing. I'm trying to draw picture with Nöxnöx an Fe'trean togethre. In that picture Fe'trean looks like a huge retarded bottle of milk with that has been on the table over a week and after that the liquid poured out and replaced with water and it makes cocoa taste real bad :C I mean, what's with those people putting water instead of milk when they're doing cocoa. Especially Van Houten >:C That's like terrible! It tastes awful! And it's a terrible waste of good cocoa >:[ You know what? It has a name! It has a name and it's called.. it's called TERRORISM!! YEA! COCOA TERRORISM! THE WORST THING YOU CAN DO IS TO MAKE COCOA IN WATER! IT RUINS IT! IT DESTROYS THE DRINKER! IT WILL DESTROY MANKIND IF THE TRADITION SPREADS ANY FURTHER! STOP THIS CONTAMINATION! STOP THIS MADNESS! STOP THIS TERRORISM!!!! STOP IT TO SAVE THE MANKIND! TO SAVE THE CIVILIZATION! THE CHILDREN! THE CUTE KITTENS THAT WILL BE SLAUGHTERED BECAUSE OF THIS MADNESS!!!! Think of the kittens! I beg of you. :(

I'M 21 YEARS OLD.
TWENTY ONE YEARS.. YEA. I MEAN, LIKE, OLD.
PEOPLE THINK I'M ADULT AND SHIT BUT I ACT LIKE A FUCKING BABY MOST OF THE TIME. YEA OR THEN I JUST THINK LIKE SOME WELP. YEA. AND WHEN I'M NOT ACTING LIKE A CHIDL I FEEL SO FUCKING HUMILIATED REMEMBERING HOW BIG OF AN IDIOT I WAS JUST HOURS AGO....
FUCK THIS SHIT!
I'M GOING TO TAKE SOME WHISKEY AND ACT LIKE A NEO-DRUNKARD-WANNABE OR SOME SHIT LIKE TAHT.




....YEA..



....n' some shit like that..


....y'know

Browsing the Internet caused me to find something extremely interesting (I stopped on psycho_djinn's journal entry). There will be a fantasy movie and it's based on a book. ^w^ I know this doesn't seem much but I feel like there haven't been much new fantasy stuff going on and I'm not good at finding anything anyway.... Except for now!! I just want to get the books from the library and consume them but before that I have to pay for the previous overdues so I can get these.... .__.
Yea, and.... stuff and stuff and stuff and stuff 8D


Of course there is this one thing that may annoys me: the creatures are, in Finnish version, called Daimons and I've been a long while planning to completely change my demons to be daimons (and when they get stronger, daimonyons; the names are blatantly stolen from some Greek philosophist usage) and now nobody won't believe me and they want me to give the credit for some book I haven't even read yet....

Oh well, I'm not that good of a pseudo artist that anybody would actually care. Maybe someday when my "art" will be "decent" enough (not to burn your eyes) somebody might notice a connection of some sort and do something I'm too lazy to think further so I'll just leave it here. Yea.

Notice: the tone of the text should be self-ironic, not self-pity.

After being away from DA for a while, for the fun of it I decided to read again my journal shown on the front page.
It made me seriously think what was I on on that moment. What I mean, is that usually I make fairly general and boring stuff on that journal but now I wrote all capitals promoting my (nearly contentless) website and ended up insulting some (non-existant) guy.
And in the end, it's still boring....


( The mentioned long journal under cut )


Oh well, it WAS quite understandable behavior during menstrual perioid.

And to tell.. Jay published the next volume of Demonology so there's actually nothing new in that entry.